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Wasted all june?
I spend any 3 day per week for doing DIY job like case for card, magnet and book tabs until this month ends, there's chill work day. Let's pick a magnet, simply to do I gluing piece of cardboard and birch bark many times then I put all of them in heavy press to hold each other for some minute like 15, 20 or 30. After that, I take it out and test all magnet was good enough, if poor then regluing again. Card case is my favorite to do, it needs sewing with a thin leather from right to left and after that cut it and put it with rubber glue ( Oh I forgot to say, a PVA glue for magnet and book tabs only btw ), make it secure, I like this one to do simple but someone any I did it wrong need fix it like bad sew and glue, Luckly someone to fix my work while I doing another one but trying better. Also they teach me glue 2 piece to hold together a case BUT need careful to do glue too much, so I very carufully glue it and put them all in press. if It's finished, now ready sew it. Also after job time, they let me go home and taking nap for "short" time
So I worked this small factory in may and june. After I finished month ends, boss gives me a good cash for "hard working" ( I'm not tell about that, this is privacy thing ), then I fired due to a goddamn documents. I know this is sad, but this is okay.
Alright, where's new work like game or art in june? Ok, please do not disappoint me when I talking next. I was played geometry dash with daily level only for cube achievment, I really want it for my decoration with purble ( I like that color btw ) and also I wanted get a sick UFO for 500 insane level to beat but I later to do with lock in. Another game I played that I was addicted to play and love this so much due to satisfying design and chaotic gameplay, The Finals! So why I play it? Back in 2023, I notice that game gets popular in tiktok and youtube that I never played this game from closed beta and also any trailer was insane montage that gives me breathtaking to watch and too excited because it's creativity game show, after that game came out in steam I take it in my library but there's catch, my pc are too weak to run but I really want to try. Unfortunately I missed every season with free rewards and still not having good pc or laptop, I created my embark account in season 8 in 2025 that I forgot to do after that game born. So I check search how to play if pc too bitchass and they gives me to try Geforce Now a cloud gaming from nvidia. So I created account in GFN.AM to try but it loads so long can takes weeks, then I tried global version with sneaky way ( I can't tell what I used, it's secret and too shame to show public ), so I did it and play that game with connecting bridge to load and it's works, I started play that game in season 10 but I dying too much and quit for first time but I do not quit and give up, i playing so many in every match in quick cash first them other quick match like deathmatch, power shift and point break. Also there's one thing why I wasted in june is a world tour and lemme explain, after I spend a many quick match and I tried to play cashout for first try all loses except one match that me and random teammates reached the final and won. Also I try a ranked cashout, a frustration and not really easy than all modes, suck to play but I locking it while playing with medium with healing beam. Alright let's go back WT, World Tour is a score that you playing match and after that they gives you a point no matter you win or lose due to update in 2.0 since season 9 which it's not bad idea that I missed everything, also if you reaching a wt rank ( not confuse with a cashout ranked ) they gives you reward like badge, anything and also multibucks in next season. I show you what looks like difference between wt and ranked: max wt is emerald and positive score only after match, ranked is ruby, positive is won like 3, 2 or 1th place and negative score is lose in 8-7 and 6-5, this is hardest to reach than wt ngl, also I can't reach that and diamond instead because I'm dumbass not just worst skill to fight, it's cloud gaming glitching and pre-loading shading, I fixed any this issue to play but I do not buy new pc because I goddamn broke Q-Q. So I won't give I keep going until I reached emerald 1 to get big reward shit and 3 emerald coins that I can buy what I want like healing beam because why not ( I still use that as main btw ), 2 guns for light or medium ig? I later picking my choice. After I finally finished max wt, I rushed to draw my weapon collab that I forgot remind myself until deadline ends lol.
A gameplay was insane destruction that can destroy any places like house or property to fight for cashout, this is bizarre to having fun and physics much better from season 8 that I appreciate it. it's called dynamism a fps game genre that they fighing against other team, collecting coins and destruction y'know.
Soundtrack was awesome to listen, I listen every season ost that blessed my ear like chill out, synthwave and banger. I wish I use that for my youtube videos like yapping and outro. oh my favorite season ost is 2 it's banger mixed chiptune sound and synthwave and it's god tier ever made!
Also please do not hate me for addressing controversial to show that, it's AI not every generated art and assets, Every human made their hands to do. I talking about a AI voice like scotty and june, I disbelief that embark use that as tool and not replace every human creator into clanker, they use a text-to-speech like siri or whatever is that to save their time working. I mute that to not disturb me while lock in during match, I understood everyone hates AI that replace them to make dogshit working and I do not use ai for my work like art and future skill work. I like this game, Not AI thing. According to youtuber
I really apologize for doing nothing work in june, I was reached my achievment in game
Oh, here's pic from that game!




Enough for that long part, let's go to next one
First Collab Announcement?
Since I join every collab like weapon (level), borderlands and something else, I planned a little bit opening my first collab for july or august. What's about it? a acrylic keychain with artist's oc (including me). Not only just like that, with accessories and chain can anyone decorate themself whatever they like, also I place someone who's ready their work in the board with name artist and oc (optional). For Art Portal, not game.
I'm scared if I did it wrong, but this is my first time to host my own collab. Show any tips for me about this (˘ŏ_ŏ)
New OC??
I really think wanted to make new oc because people maybe not interested my sona and wanted to meet a coolest one. There's a female, some jackass dudes, aaaaaaaaaand another character for first comics I pretty sure:
- a white robotic catgirl, she's gamer girl who spend playing competitive/single game, also she's streamer while playing game and yapping her chat, also her hobby is listening song, watching anime, and I forgor to add more, anyways she's like wearing cosplay as popular catgirl character and biggest fan of hatsune miku haha, I doing her from cringe old to newest design look. ( is she's furry? maybe but yep )
- a 20 yo girl, she's like wearing y2k aesthetic outfit like flared jeans, t-shirt star and good stuff. also she's not really a european white, her ethnic are latina, spanish and greek. Also she's like doing makeup and fashion, her hobby are explore 90s/2000s aesthetic, missing old school web, playing old games only and she's secretly doing a roller skating like a pro. Her name and favorite I later to find any idea ( maybe you will help me ig? )
- a dude with ethnic's dutch/canadian, he's like doing skateboarding and bombing his graffiti in every city place trying avoiding get caught by police. Also he doing a sick breakdancing, doing some dangerous thing like climbing tower or bridges, big fan of doom and halo when he got xbox. He's favorite is drinking sourest candy in his energy drink, listening hip hop/break songs, also he's a human not being a robot with swag outfit sk8-like.
For comic btw
- a main protagonist character wearing headband, round glasses and gothic outfit. he's have a iron gloves like a knight used for punch all bad guys, shield in his arm to protect himself and his power is superjump, dash, ultimate smash. He's not serious, he's a powerful independent hero and insane rage while he's charged.
- antagonist character wearing knight-like, masked with soul. he's very worst bad guy ever he did, because he's rage-baiting and bully at protagonist to prove he's nothing to win against him like mahito from jjk. he's soul sword used for ridiculously slice and destruction, also he met good guys who came to church after destroying preist. ( is that jojo ref? )
First comic you said???
duh when you read previous about new oc, I decided wanted to draw my first comic and post here. I wanted to write story about battle only then wanted to draw a sketch to plan before start drawing with cheapest notebook. A story about someone believer god tell a protagonist that a bad guy destroying and kill all preist, when he's shock and rushed to church, when he came and met antagonist and tell him why he kill all believer, he doesn't care about his problem and told good guy to leave and let him demolish them or die. Trust me, this will be insane battle like anime lol, I do not read every manga but I explore for inspiration. Also I do not promote to hate christian about that, this is a fictional tbh.
WHERE'S GB PROJECT YOU LAZY ASS????
Oh shoot! since I was reach to emerald 1 until june ends, I really really sorry for not going to making my own game due to procrastination. So I wanna start drawing a lot trash art for collab that I join and let me post my won work first, after every art collab I finished, I gotta go to making asset and trying put like hud, ai enemies and something else while watching tutorial and trying my best reading reddit or google fixing my issues myself. I keep posting my devlog in my gamedev thread about glitch, perfect works and a little sneak peak. I later announce asap if my game has finished, I post next blog with opened playtester that need help you for my own project!
Update about myself
Planning to change my account in newgrounds and social media, lemme quick to showcase
- Newgrounds: I wanna making my pfp ms paint-like since I have gray color that I really keep it and wanted put square that will be good combo but sadly not having supporter after died in may QwQ. Also I wanted make banner a low poly art inspired by windows 98 wallpaper using blockbench for first time and put them in blender for shading and render, I wanna tell that this is not for low poly day that I missed.
- Discord: maybe I should refresh my main account without just "delete" it, maybe I should decorate and managing every goddamn server, of course I can open dm can talk to me about idea or something else but need to be friend to avoid random mf. Also not planned for my own server today...
- Bsky: cleaning all old cringe shit later, put banner like ng, decorate my own and managing for my future post with hashtags! Twitter i don't know for update but soon.
- Telegram is planned to open my channel about my work and updates because why not!
For website and anything coming soon...
hru? :3
I'm good but not really, my family are disturbing my peace af
Do you have TL;DR? I can't read it all that
Sadly no, I'm so lazy to put that
Why your blog so long?
pfft, don't you read that first about small warning? I spend too much write this with any idea, I think I my secong longest blog get frontpaged to get more reaction and comment without drama like discord.
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Thanks for reading all my boring yap, you can whatever take some nap or break.
I'm out, see ya!